Love is everything to me

Yes.. I'm crazy about her, I love her more than everything else and I couldn't stop myself loving her even she leaves me.. Darn it! I love you so much Lee Yean Nee I will not forget any moments that we had. I will give it all I got to love you, take care of you and hold you the rest of my life... Babe~ I love you! And love is just as beautiful as you.

Special Note for Nee:
Bii you know why I choose this picture? Because we both love Converse really much. And everything I wrote is true.. Nothing is fake.. Trust me and be confident with this relationship with me.. 愛しています(Ai shi teru!)

I’ll never forget the smell
Of your neck so soft
Your heart thumping in your chest
I feel the gentle clutch of your hand in mine
And I can’t breath.

My heart stops still
In a flutter of happiness
When your skin touches mine
I can hear you breathing in my ear
And I can’t breath

Your smile’s so divine
That it melts my very soul
When I see it crawl gently across your face
It can tell a thousand stories.
And I can’t breath.

Your eyes sparkle
And mine water at the sight
I think over and over - You’re so beautiful
And your looks could kill me
And I can’t breath.

And your touch could make me cry
You could crush me with just one glance
Cause I love you
I love you.

Movie watched.. This year..

Okay, it's been awhile I've update about movies that I've watched this year.. I'll make it all into 1 post [easier] and I'll also post up some upcoming movies that I'm going to watch soon.. Ofcause self comments and ratings are included.. :)

Note: I'll update a few for now.. Cos I'm tired so when I wake up I'll update more... Peace~

Clash of the Titans [3/5]:
Okay, Clash of the Titans can do better than this, I expect it to be better. The biggest disappointment is the Kraken I mean what the fark...? 2 mins or 5 mins role ONLY? I expect it to be more battle with the Kraken. Overall everything except the Kraken part was okay..

A Nightmare on Elm Street (2010) [2/5]:
I don't know what to comment about this movie... All I can say is I don't like this movie. The new Freddy is bit too handsome lol... I like the old one.. But nowadays people love NEW stuffs so what the hack.. Anyway the story line was good like the story line.. Apart from that everything was a NO NO..

The A-Team (2010) [4/5]:
I'm no big fan of "The A-Team" but I'm a big fan of hot babes and actions.. So this movie to me is GOOD.. Just a normal action movie without any story lines.. So yeah.. 4/5

Kick-Ass [3/5]:
Originally was a comic book and now they made it into a movie. I was a bit worried when I bought the tickets, I thought it was going to be BAD. But in the end it was pretty okay, ghey enough for me to accept lol.. And love the stupidity so yeah.. Good movie.

The Wolfman [3.5/5]:
This movie... Suprisingly I like this movie, not really a lycan fan more of a vampire and zombie fan but so far for quite a few movies like Underworld I really wish that all lycans can just die lol.. Dunno why but this movie made me love lycans.. A pretty good movie with OKAY story line..

Resident Evil: Afterlife [3/5]:
I was just disappointed with this movie seriously... Not because of the story line.. It's because of the actor's role and characteristic.. Shawn Roberts as Wesker (the bad ass) his good. Sergio Peris I would really like him to be Chris.. Wentworth Miller okay this dude should be Leon Kennedy suits him better and the things he says are more playboy-ish.. Which Leon is a big time playboy to me.. The ladies are good.. I just couldn't accept Wentworth Miller as Chris... Sorry for those fans out there..

Iron Man 2 [4/5]:
Just watched it yesterday lol.. And I sat on my chair and watched 2hours straight... I didn't even go to the toilet and I was enduring like mad... I don't wanna pause it because It will spoil the mood... I love this movie.. Nick Fury a.k.a Captain Fury, I totally like this dude lol.. And Natalie Rushman a.k.a Natasha Romanoff she's HAWT! Ivan was good, his one of my favourite bad ass in Iron Man.. Good movie.

Alice in Wonderland [4/5]:
I like this movie it was crazy enough to maintain my concentration on this movie.. Nothing really else to say.. Good movie..

The Karate Kid [3.5/5]:
It was a touching movie.. I liked it and it shows everyone how great is chinese Kung Fu.. Good movie..

Odd Feeling

This few days I've been suffering from alot of kinda feelings.. I really don't know how to describe them, I'm trying to find words to describe how I feel but English words are limited; In some ways it was like a hunger, satisfaction, etc..

Weird...

Special

I really feel like writing how I feel now, but I don't know how to express them into words. As the title said "special" this is my 1st time having this feeling it is so special that I seriously can't put them into words.. All I can express is, fun, love, comfortable, sleepy, and sweet; but this is not all there are still alot of hidden feelings and emotions inside of me.. Bii, thanks for all the feelings you gave me and you really showed me how much important is love and how much important is TIME. Bii, thanks... I love you so much!

How strong...

How strong is love? From what I've been through... As you know love is something that you can buy with money, and you can't just randomly pick someone to love as well. Sometimes love just appear infront of you, maybe his/she is your customer, student, teacher, etc... And to me love can really change someone.

Recently my girl has some problems with her friends which it brings alot of tears. At 1st I thought my girl won't able to settle things nicely but after awhile when I told her my opinion she actually listened and she took my advices and face the problem nicely, and she told me she's happy and never regret being with me, and that proves that how strong is LOVE.

Maybe some of you doesn't think that LOVE is like this, well I agree with your judgement because LOVE to me is infinite. There are infinite kinds of LOVE and I've no doubt that we haven't even realise ourselfs.

But yet again, LOVE is infinite but nothing is perfect which that's why... HATE comes in. I'm not going to say about HATE since there are not much in my life, and I don't really understand what is HATE, so for those who understands please leave a comment just to help each other out.

Cheers!

The Key leads to responsibility

As the title says. Yes I got the key for the shop that I'm currently working at. And today I'll be having a lot of bricks behind my back because my supervisor is not ganna be with me, watching me do stuffs anymore and no one to correct me anymore. So I'll just have to try my best in everything; hope everything will be okay. ;) Peace~

My 1st day of work

Wow today was tiring, it was my 1st day of work and I've a lot of things to memories. The stock and how to handle the casher. I'm still struggling and I think I can handle it by end of this week since I'm working full time and with a really nice and caring Supervisor [Cheng]. Thanks for the support guys, and I really wanna thank my girl because she's the one that helped me look for a job or else I won't be working by now ;) thanks babe~ I love you. Muackss~

Wish me luck guys!

Satisfied?

Well sometimes I do think about giving up I don't know I've wasted a lot of time in my life and I really wished that I could join school's activities and everything I really regret that I didn't do those things, and now I'm 19 years old and every secand I'm getting older and older. I know that I used to have a 4 years relationship and other girls that treats me really good but I was still not satisfied, until now I finally found what I've looking for and what I've interest on.

I love anime and mangas, I love ecchi! YES! I DO! And I love Lee Yean Nee! I don't know but some how in some way she showed me what's important and what's right. At 1st I thought that I've to look after her because she's young but now when I think about it again, she looked after me more than I did. Seriously I never knew how to worship until I knew how to love.

Yes now I'm satisfied.

Happy Anniversary!

The 1st anniversary of our love
It's the anniversary of the happiest day of my life.
And even on our eve of adulthood,
When I'm with you, I feel like a child
Free, Euphoric and without troubles

Never forget your inner child.
Happy Anniversaries.

I Love You! Lee Yean Nee!

SiD シド

XD SiD is love! This is a Japanese band that I'm currently crazy about, somehow their songs just caught my attention and I listen to their songs really often lol, like when I wake up, after bath, after lunch, before a nap, and so on... I just can't stop looking for their albums and I'm thinking about collecting their albums and singles now. I'll post up some songs that they sang. ;P enjoy everyone, and I'll share the information that I found about about this band. Enjoy!

♥ マオ(Mao)

DOB: 23. October.

Real name: Yamaguchi Masao 山口 真生.

Part: vocals

Blood Type: AB

Height: 174cm

Weight: 54kg Place of birth: Fukuoka

♥ しんぢ(Shinji)

DOB: 8. February.

Real name: Ninomiya Shinji 二宮 慎司

Part: guitar, backing vocals

Blood Type: O

Height: 178cm

Weight: 57kg

Place of birth: Saitama

♥ 明希(Aki)

DOB: 3. February.

Real name: Ichiki Akihito 一木祥史

Part: Bass guitar, Backing vocals

Blood Type: B

Height: 175cm

Weight: 55kg

Place of birth: Tokyo

♥ ゆうや(Yuuya)

DOB: 9. December.

Real name: Shirato Yuya 白土 友也

Part: Drums

Blood Type: A

Height: 180cm

Weight: 60kg

Place of birth: Chiba

SiD - sleep:

SiD - Uso:

SiD - Uso [Live]:

SiD - モノクロのキス:

Bon Odori 2010

I said that I've been busy this few days right, yup I'm readying stuffs for Bon Odori. Getting Yukata learning about Japanese culture which I'm not even half way through. I went with my sister and my precious princess after that we meet our cousins and she followed us.

This year's Bon Odori I had most fun than other following years, and me and Nee had a really romantic time cos of the fireworks. The fireworks are great. I even video cam the whole fireworks till end, I'm sharing it ;) what I regret is I should have taken more photos and video lol, well I'm just too busying buying foods and too busying getting people's attention and requesting "can we take photo with you guys?" rather it became annoying.

But overall it was a fantastic day for me and I enjoyed it quite a lot.

About Bon Odori:

Obon (お盆) or just Bon (盆) is a Japanese Buddhist custom to honor the departed (deceased) spirits of one's ancestors. This Buddhist custom has evolved into a family reunion holiday during which people return to ancestral family places and visit and clean their ancestors' graves, and when the spirits of ancestors are supposed to revisit the household altars. It has been celebrated in Japan for more than 500 years and traditionally includes a dance, known as Bon-Odori.

Bon Odori 2010 [Fireworks]:

Since?

Sorry everyone it's been awhile heh, well it's been busy this week and a lot of things happened so I'll take my time to update what I did this few days. I'll start the 1st thing when I wake up. Ahahaa!

Home Sweet Home

Wow, today we talked about "home". For all this years since I had girl friend until now, Nee is the 1st one I really enjoyed talking about having a house, staying together, paying bills, buying furniture, having our own private time without anyone disturbing, watching TV together, having dinner together. Wow really I enjoyed it a lot, and her as well. I know having a house is hard, money money money so I decided to work hard and let Nee's dream come true, she wanted a peaceful and a loving place to live with me, so I'll work hard for her dreams. And before we end our phone call, she said 1 thing that made me happy she said "I want a HOME with you". Thanks Bii.. *tears of joy*

To Bii:

Bii, trust me on this okay? I'll work very hard to make your dreams come true, and thanks for showing me what's right and what's wrong. I really do appreciate this relationship, and I love this relationship. Muackssssss~ I love you so so much Bii.. I really do..

Miss you

Suddenly I miss Nee a lot, although we contact each other everyday and we talk in da phone everyday, but it seems that I miss her a lot more than usual. I hope I can see her soon, can't really go to her place cos she's busying watching her dramas *sigh* oh well looks like I've to wait until tomorrow.

Memory of Snow by fripSide:

So much fun! [Too much]

YES!! Finished! DONE!! BOOM BABY!! Wow, I really never expect that Kingdom Hearts: Birth by sleep can be so good, I'm so addicted to it ahahaha! I played Ventus 2 times [1 Normal mode & 1 Hard mode], Aqua [Once], and Terra [Once]. w00t, love the storyline and gameplay system improved. 3 of their ending is good. Sora I missed you really.. Anyway this game is totally recommended for PSP users. And my favorite character? Aqua! She's so... Hawt~~

Kingdom Hearts: Birth by sleep OP:

Ngek ngek ngek!

Ngek ngek ngek! Finally it's working in my PSP 3006, although it's not English but I think I'm able to play it since I played Kingdom Hearts 1 and 2 in Japanese. But I'm searching for the English patch, currently downloading and hopefully tonight everything will be DONE and hopefully that English patched version will work in my PSP 3006.

And of cause, I'll share the link for the English Patched KHBSS. On that site you need to register 1st before you can read the post. So just register, won't take to long. After registering click on the Click Me link below, it should take you to where it suppose to be. =) Enjoy~

Click me

KH:BSS Trailer:

Really... Wow

Yesterday was fun me and Nee went out at 7am in the morning! 1st we went to McD for an early breakfast as usual we had Sausage McMuffin, after breakfast we went to Queensbay and it was like only 9am in the morning, NONE of the malls are open but we went there, park our car, stayed in the car chat chat chat~ until 10:30am+. We went to the arcade just to play a little, we raced and played some rhythm games. After the arcade Nee suggest to watch a movie and we decided to watch Karate Kids. It's a good movie and touching, I like most of the parts in the movie there are no reason for me to criticize ahaha! Both of us is satisfied with the movie luckily we didn't went for the ghost movie [forgot the name =P]

Day before yesterday we plan to watch 2 movies in 1 day, I thought I could make that happen but I was too tired to go for a 2nd movie and plus there ain't any more suitable times for Nee cos she needs to be at home by 6pm. We went the Gurney after Karate Kids at Queensbay. Had late lunch there [Er... Forgot the place], the price for each dishes that we ordered are quite cheap I mean compare to Kim Gary and other few places. My BBQ Pork was not really THAT good, but what Nee ordered was a fine dish yummy~ smells good and tastes good ehehehe [><" it's hard to satisfy Nee's tongue and stomach okay..] After all those both of us are like zombies, couldn't even shop anymore lol, so we decided to go home.

Really, it was a really fine, exciting and happy date I ever had in my life. Thanks to Nee that I can have such a happy date. I love you so much Nee~ I really do.

Sob and Wow

I feel so shitty today couldn't even get a proper sleep and I'm tired. I thought my stress will begin to fade when my exams are over but it seems that everything just the same. Nee know that I'm still stressed that's why she made a promise that Saturday she'll out with me for breakfast, movies and some shopping. But just now when I asked her about it she said "lets postpone to Sunday" when I heard that I scolded her "but you promised me!" Nee explained to me, she's tired and that's why she wanna postpone and even she explained to me I wouldn't able to listen to her.

She's scared because I'm angry, I could tell it with her voice that's why I went back to normal. When I 1st meet Nee and when we 1st quarreled Nee wouldn't know what to do and I don't think she's scared of me last time, but now she changed a lot she have became more softer than last time and now she will try not to make me unhappy and whenever I'm down she's always beside me comforting me and telling me silly stories just to make me happy.

I teared for awhile and I keep on questioning myself "why am I the one hurting her?" and "what am I doing?" I'm the one that suppose to say sorry to her, not her. I'm like one of the luckiest man in the world that I've such supportive girl friend beside me all along, I'm happy. =)

Love you Bii.

New new new!

Wow, I love my new hairstyle although it's temporally. I'll take some photos soon and post it here, make sure to leave some comments okay? Ahhaha, please and thank you!

I was having an incredibly shitty and tired day...

....and then I found this, and for the first time since the start of the day, I put on a smile.

Hairstyle!

Yay, later I'll be going to perm my hair straight (just wanna try some new stuffs) XD I'm quite exited although this is my 2nd time doing it (temporary only though). Maybe if it really suits me, end of this year I'll be doing the real perm which I guess it'll cost me quite a lot of money since my hairs are like... THICK! Anyways, I'm exited! XD